Saturday, December 17, 2011

deficit

yesterday
i found myself saying
nobody understands

how ironic
i used to turn to you
in times 

like these

what hurts most
is not
that you're not here
today

but that
you won't be here
tomorrow
or the days after

you will miss
my milestones
they will miss you

without you
the world
seems unbalanced.

4 comments:

Tangled up in blue... said...

I'm so sorry. But I have no words which can comfort or make it hurt less. Grief doesn't work that way I learned.

Aayushi Mehta said...

Loved reading this.

"you will miss
my milestones
they will miss you"

Casy said...

I can relate to this. I lost my grandma two years ago. She was like a mother to me. I miss her everyday. She was one of the very few people in my life who truly understood me.

mea said...

oh rammmyyyyyyyyyy how i love reading your poems!